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Childhood Delusions

He was born in 1927 and grew up along Summerland Avenue, on Chicago’s North Side. His parents spoke mainly Swedish. He played the harmonica and he loved baseball. As he grew up over six feet he developed a wicked fastball and a what he would later call a “serviceable curveball.” One of the Chicago newspapers gave him the nickname “Tookey.” I have no idea why or what it means.

Paul Johnson, Delta Indians

Paul Johnson, Delta Indians
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He was drafted by the Chicago Cubs his senior year in High School and immediately traded to the Cleveland Indians. He went into their farm system, playing for the Delta Indians. They had no team bus. On long drives between dusty Midwest farm towns, he would roll down the window, drive with one hand, and play the harmonica with the other while the other five guys sang or strummed or plucked their jaw harps.

He got drafted. Played for the Air Force in Europe during the occupation. Broke his pitching shoulder. Left the game. Went to college. Moved back to Chicago. Got married and had kids.

By the time I came along, the youngest of four, he was long past his playing days but he could still drive and play and he could still throw a fastball and swing a bat like nobody I’d ever seen.

In 1976, we took a summer camping trip to Ouray/Silverton Colorado area. As he drove our family station wagon, I sat in the back seat piling wads of gum into my jaw like it was chewing tobacco. The sound of his harmonica floated back from the front of the car as an accompanying soundtrack to the dream I projected on the station wagon’s back window. I had just pitched a no-hitter in some corn-fed Midwet town like Murphysboro and here we were, jammed into a station wagon moving along to the next town, the next game, with a Midwest sun dying into the immensity of corn.

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Back in my adolescent narcissistic bubble, the months preceding December 8, 1982 was dark. Yeh, I was sixteen, had my driver’s license and pretty much unfettered access to a car. I had a girlfriend and my jump shot got me all kinds of attention in the halls and in the locker room; but I was spending hours upstairs locked inside my bedroom air guitaring for hours to The Who’s Quadrophenia, bathing my mind in the rock opera’s baroque amphetamine-fueled suicidal dreams and existential teenage angst.

The album is a weird, wonderful, conceptual mashup of identity and rage, mixing tensions between the four original band members with a progression of drug use and dissociative identity disorders: specifically schizophrenia and split/multiple personalities.

Just like high school.
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Police Room 619, September 12

September 12, 2009

Steve Biko

1977
He was arrested on August 21 at a police checkpoint under Terrorism Act No 83 which allowed the government to detain any citizen for an indefinite period of time without trial and without the requirement to release any detainee’s name.

He was beaten repeatedly for 20 days until September 11th when, close to death, he was stripped naked and tossed into the back of a Land Rover and driven 1500km to a prison with hospital facilities.

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Watching the sunset over the ocean, 60 million years too late

A tuesday, or most any other day in Mrs. Frey’s 4th Grade Classroom, circa 1975
Who could forget the scratchy voice of the announcer with that “when you hear this noise ‘beep’ advance the filmstrip one frame.” Yes, the start of another filmstrip. Like the intoxicating smell of the ditto machine and two-for Tuesday night “Happy Days” and “Laverne and Shirley,” filmstrips have long passed into oblivion, pulled out only for their baby-boomer/GenX kitsch value and sold at upscale boutiques and online auctions.

In 1975, filmstrips and dittos became my two gateway drugs. Read More…

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Armed and Dangerous

April 7, 2009 Childhood Delusions
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The first time I was arrested was on my dead father’s 52nd birthday. I remember this because DL and my father shared the same birthday—June 11—and I remember Dave’s parents arriving at the city jail with a scowl on their face and a sarcastic “Happy Birthday D.” My first thought was “man, I’m glad my old man’s not around to see this,” a thought that later horrified me.

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